Monday, May 18, 2015

32nd pday email from Albania!

Dear Loved Ones,

The Lord this week has opened my eyes to deeper of understanding that He is fully aware of everyone and what they are going throughout their lives. I have learned more how the Atonement can take a person and their circumstances and change them into a transformed being. It has opened my eyes to all those we can come in contact with on the streets and in our lessons. We have no idea where they may be, but our Father in Heaven does. So we just have to search, ponder, pray, and ask what the Lord has in store for us that day. Once we have received the Lord's instructions for that day we need to act, be bold, and testify of Him and His teachings. As we do all that He asks of us, receive the great blessing of His spirit throughout every minute of the day.

That is something I also received a greater deeper understanding of - the sweet spirit we feel anytime something we hear or see or has taken place, is the SPIRIT of GOD! If that is not a witness in itself that He is ALWAYS with us and LOVES us. It just has begun to take on a whole new meaning for me. Along with this week, I have felt and seen how the Spirit of God throughout our lesson changes the people into happier and more joyful!

We had a lesson this week with a person who has a baptismal date for the 29 and she is just GOLDEN. She was so sent to her family to be the pioneer to bring the Gospel of Jesus Christ into their home. This last time we had a lesson with her and watched the Restoration film.

When it came to the scene in the film of Joseph Smith going into the grove of trees and the hymn playing, "Joseph Smith's First Prayer", the spirit began to hit the room POWERFULLY. I honestly felt myself sinking deep into my chair by how the deep the impact was. The first thing that came to my thoughts was, "Is she feeling this right now?" My question was answered as she looked down at her arms and began to rub them and looked at us with excitement in her eyes and all she could say was, "WOW!" Pure joy filled my entire being as she looked back to the screen. She was one of the elect that we needed to find. She is one of the noble and great ones and I felt something inside tell me that what we have done here today was right and that the search for finding her was over. That she is on the next part of her journey. Following Christ through the waters of Baptism and beginning with a new clean slate. After that, going through each day standing for truth and righteousness.

Another amazing experience was of a new investigator. A young man who just got baptized brought in a friend and agreed to take the discussions with us. As we taught her, the spirit was just pouring in that lesson. Especially as Sister O share about the First Vision. After that we had another lesson with her friend right after and as we taught her the restoration it was such an interesting experience I will never forget, the spirit was there but it was different. I couldn't quiet figure it out what was different about this lessons from the other woman's. All I knew something was off.

Afterward, I was talking with Sister O, and she brought up the two lessons and recognized that same thoughts and feelings I was having. We came to the conclusion that it was a lesson to learn. They are both amazing daughters of God. There was a sweetness and joy with both of them, but the difference was the first had this spirit that she was ready now. Not that the other wasn't but just not right now. Everyone is at a different point of their progression on the way to the Savior. 

Another one I wanted to share was about another woman we've been working with to come unto Christ. She is seriously such a gift. I remember when I first came into the area and she seriously was very shut down to really truly listening to us when we taught her, but with time of loving her and expressing the knowledge to her that she is one of the noble and great ones to her Father in Heaven. We had even read to her Abraham 3:22-23 and had her exchange her name:

22 Now the Lord had shown unto me, (NAME), the intelligences that were organized before the world was; and among all these there were many of the noble and great ones;

 23 And God saw these souls that they were good, and he stood in the midst of them, and he said: These I will make my rulers; for he stood among those that were spirits, and he saw that they were good; and he said unto me: (NAME), thou art one of them; thou wast chosen before thou wast born.

The light in her eyes has transformed her as we come to visit her now. There is a change that is in her. She is feeling the Spirit of God in her life.

The last story is about another investigator. She seriously is just AHHH! AMAZING! I am just seeing the worth of souls more than ever while I have been here in this area. They really matter to HIM! WE MATTER!!!!

We had one lesson planned for her, the lesson ended up taking another form and Sister O shared a scripture in Helaman 10:5:

And now, because thou hast done this with such unwearyingness, behold, I will bless thee forever; and I will make thee mighty in word and in deed, in faith and in works; yea, even that all things shall be done unto thee according to thy word, for thou shalt not ask that which is contrary to my will.

The Spirit was seriously the true teacher and I loved every minute of it!!! :) When the Spirit is in the lesson I have come to learn that the lesson was approved by the Lord especially after what I have learned about the Spirit of the Lord.

I know that Jesus Christ is our Lord and Savior and that when we testify His name, we gain a deeper connection to Him through the Spirit of The Lord as we teach and testify to others of Him. I have learned that as we do these things and follow the Lords teachings we are not only changing the Lives of others that we teach, but we are changing our own!!!

Remember, you MATTER because you are HIS!

Me Dashuri,

Motra Bezas



 Going to last week's zone conference in Tirana...
a long but scenic drive! 





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